Not a matter of how you feel.

John Owen has written:

"Evangelical theology is a spiritual gift bestowed by the Holy Spirit on the minds of believers, and believers are, by definition, those born again by the grace of God. Believers are thus made wise, prudent, and capable of understanding the mystery of holiness, of God and His will as revealed in Christ through the gospel. Having their souls renewed to everlasting life, they are taught how to offer acceptable worship to God in Christ in line with God's revealed Word, illuminated by the Holy Spirit and so at last they shall enjoy God forever."

(Owen, John. Biblical Theology, Morgan, PA: Soli Deo Gloria Publications, 2002, pp. 640-641.)